WitheredScales

There’s so much to unravel here, I don’t like talking about my emotions. I want to be the person people can turn to for emotional support so I appear strong by oppressing my emotions and emotional needs so people feel like they can get the support from me even though I need the support myself, I want to be strong for others and give advice to others but don’t take my own advice.

I always stress myself out and over work myself causing myself to suffer in the process, I can’t handle it. I over work myself and set these really high expectations for myself because I’m a perfectionist, it exhausts me both emotionally and physically by trying to achieve perfection. When I fail I go into a state of self hatred and punishment.

I have so much trouble sleeping and trying to be ok, my insomnia won’t let me sleep so I’m stuck here tired and miserable. Wanting to just get rest, my anxiety and depression overwhelmes me with its constant nagging and pain.  I want it to stop I want it to stop iwantittostop. I’m never really good enough I’m never really worth, I’m a hot mess of a person and I can’t do anything right, I let people use me and use me. I let others take advantage me and hurt me which is the cause of my anxiety attacks. I can’t take the insanity of giving these people more second chances but I do anyways. I’m going crazy.



I compare myself to others too much, which makes me  feel like absolute shit. I want to throw myself off a Highrise because of it, thinking I’m not good enough.


I feel so much at once or so little, or I’m numb. I feel dread. My mental state is bad and my mind is thinking suicide. I hate this world, this cruel world, I just want to be happy
I want good friends, I want to do something with my life instead of hanging on too a little bit of luck of getting a job.


I have a hard time getting close to people, but I want to get close. I have trust issues, I have anxiety, I want a best friend(s) I want someone to tell me they love me. It’s killing me because I don’t feel loved (the friendship love) anymore. Please save me. Tell me you love me. I can’t handle this anymore, save me! It hurts so much I feel so ill.. please at least once tell me you love me… I need it so much


I’m in a state of numbness and sadness, everything hurts so much, But I’ll just lie here hoping everything will be fine.
I want to get over some things. I want to forget and move on. I want to talk to people.
I just want to feel inner peace for once.
I always like to help others so they won’t make the same mistakes I do. So they won’t get hurt like I did. So they won’t feel the regret I felt. I want to help others but I can’t put off my needs any longer.

I care about you so much even though we don’t talk a lot,I will give you my all despite it all. I have so much to give so please accept my dear friend.  I get so happy when you’re online and think about you when you’re not,I worry if you’re ok when we haven’t talked for days. I’ll do what I can to make you smile.I’ll give you my all, I love you friend  so please accept my love and support sense I have so much of it



(This isn’t meant to be perfect just needed to tell a story that’s true in a tightly wrapped paragraph)

A 19 year old boy with long soft  brown hair and happy orange eyes. Fair skin and a freckles face. A feminine jaw line and body,a kind smile. His birthday is May 1, his sign is a Taurus. He’s a kind person with a big golden heart and very confident despite all the negativity he received. He’s the type to give second chances and forgive, forget. Allen came from 8 brothers and one mom, his father is unknown. He can speak both Spanish and English but prefers English to talk to everyone because he loves people, he is kind to animals and children especially and will give a smile to whoever needs it

His childhood was rough, he grew up poor and his brothers gave him trouble, except for one, his older brother Tim, Tim treated him like a person and raised him to be a good person. They got very close and had a deep bond. Tragedy struck and Tim was killed, hit by a car. Allen carries his brothers scarf everywhere, hurt he’s gone but eventually stays strong as long as he has possession of the magenta scarf.

I’m joking I all love you, anyways I’m in the need for points atm so I’ll be doing simple customs for 30points a pop. They will be simple but you can give details like the age, gender or theme. They will be traditionally done but I have good lighting so the colors will be the same shade as the markers I use. Please be patient~
Once you bought. You can do whatever you like to them. Even resell. I don’t mind at all just give credit to me if you use my art to resell.

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